I was different from the kind of person i am now when i was younger. 11,10,8,5,3,2 even a year ago, i feel so distant from. especially as a little kid, those years, well, i dont want to be associated with. i think i feel this way because of my desire to rebrand myself, form myself a novel and fresh self identity. where who i was and my memorie of the past get in the way of that, which really conflicts with my feelings. i also feel that all these emotions. will be fairly temporary, and i might do brash things that i'll regret in the future. for instance, the attitude i give towards my father. i feel awful about it everytime. i dont know whats wrong with me. i feel really fustrated, trapped, stuck. i dont know what to do , what to feel about it. i feel hopeless.
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