Saturday, 4 October 2025

whats wrong with me?

 i socially isolate myself. for a reason im not clear of 

i get upset at certain people who try to interact with me and push them away.

i even push away people i want to socialize with. is this some sort of self worth issue

 

arent i just continuing to sabotage myself? not to forget i already drown myself in my destructive lifestyle and habits.  

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