i distract myself. or well, running away from all the things i want and need to do. im afraid. im uncertain. its out of my comfort zone. so i freeze and bail out. then time keeps going and i waste so many opportunites and loose so many possible experiences. i cant level up. i want to. im all at fault. its all my fault. i hate you
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