no matter what. ill look disgusting. especially if im smiling. sometimes i really wish i could just not have a face. no, just leave this filthy ugly body. and my face resembles the parent i would really prefer not to look like. and my facial expressions resemble their's too. welp. its hopeless what can i do. cant forget to mention when i talk i look just as disgusting. combine that with smiling or being angry...
70 more years in this same body geez. do i seriously have to live to that age where i get that weak and ugly? ill probably be unable to bring myself to end my life. uehgegoerhgergevgwe;v its the only way to escape this body without waiting naturally. plus its a bonus since i dont have to deal with living with myself too.
im already this unattractive, why not wait for my parents to die so i can then do it. well, that might be in over forty years time. and ill be in my 50s. i dont want to imagine how horrible i will look at that age.
i want to deny that i will be trapped in this flesh suit for the whole of my life. same face, same body, same height, same, same. and im expected to force offpsring into existence too. why? im ugly, why'd i want to put someone into this world without even their permission. thats exactly what my parents did, twice too.
and guess what, if i do force someone into existence, they'll have a chance to inherit my hideous facial expressions.
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