Tuesday, 9 December 2025

ether

i always find comfort in Lily's music. the ether. to heal. what hurts, hurts less when i do. i can disconnect. escape. me is no longer. im ingrained with the ether, connected. i heal, that is precisely what i want. be it days or months. its always present. always open armed for safety and safehaven. deep how it hurts, and so isolated moments i can be, the ether is there. fills in the empty gaps of existence with seratonin and connection. peaceful. eternal. 






 

 

 

 

 







 

 

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