i dont like this world so i like to distract myself and escape from it through mainly media and fiction. i drown myself into a fictional world [much like daydreaming], give all my attention into the thing im aborsbing myself in, to the point that i forget i am a physical form. i dont know if this is healthy or good at all but im just not satisfied with my life, no, myself really. so i either escape into fiction where i can be absorbed in the characters or i distract myself so much i dont feel that i exist anymore so theres no me anymore. im thinking of how i read manga as one of the main things i use to run away. same with narratives in films and animes, television shows, novels. music is lovely too. i love music. listening to music while i let myself be consumed by some form of fictional media is the sweet spot of escapism.
and this brings me to sleeping too, which seems like a great way to escape everything since your literally conscious but with some thought, sleep feels so brief. i know im unconscious but time is warped to feel much faster so it doesent feel quite as good as it seems. sleep is still great though. feeling sleepy is nice. get on the bed and sink into sleep.
i thought about this some few days ago and i want to write it out here
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