Tuesday, 6 January 2026

another result of random firing of neurons in my brain that i want to type onto here

 i think for a fulfilling social network i'd really like maybe 3-2 close friends and then a romantic partner. 

i'd prefer that my romantic partner is someone i have more proximity in my regular day to day life similar to my close friends. though, circumstance can alter this a lot.

close friends, romantic partner. 

hmmm. id probably will be in a way forced to have connections to others purely due to proximity right? coworkers would fit into that. or maybe im in university, i might get a few very casual friends. and id definetly join clubs there. then about how i befriend my closest friends if they have close proximity to me, wouldnt that be in a work or school environemnt? how did i meet my social connections? online? this sure is messy.

well, i suppose im too idealistic. 

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