connection, so apart

i know theres people like me.

who want deep connections.

with likeminded individuals.

but various circumstance distance us.

many i can never even meet, or even be able to communicate with.

so i go out to the world then right?

well, thats really difficult for me.

i know im not alone.

i know people understand and feel the same as me.

but how connect with them if i never even meet them.

i want a outlet of these thoughts, these feelings. 

i want to form a bond with someone.

i want to feel connected.

i want to meet and connect with them.

i want to meet and connect with one of those somebodies.

just one.

one, just one, i can spend more time and energy and attention on and so do they.

i want it. 

could all of this be my fault?