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i wont be able to feel worry anymore

i wont be able to feel stuck anymore

i wont be able to think of unaliving myself anymore

i wont be able to wish i weren't alive

i wont be able to feel pain anymore

i wont be able to see myself age and weaken

i wont be able to harm myself anymore

i wont be able to feel frustration

i wont be able to feel crying

i wont be able to feel hopeless

i wont be able to feel envious

i wont be able to loathe myself anymore

i wont be able to feel lonely

i wont be able to feel guilty

i wont be able to conflicted by the past anymore

i wont ever be able to feel this truly fucking suffocating, unforgiving, insufferable damn drowning ever again.