ive been asking myself the same questions.
why am i living everyday?
why do i go to school everyday?
why is everyday so pointless and aimless?
for the past 2 years or more now
and i havent acted much on them.
i think of them, have had some similar ones through that time til now
and have done nothing
this same existential crisis, with its, what i call 'existential sparks/hits', that come every now and then
currently
havent created that meaning
havent changed my life in a radical way
havent done anything really
just day to day. exist. survive. auto pilot
well, ive just stared idealizing the concept of death onto myself, maybe thats something
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