Saturday, 25 April 2026

existential crisis drag

ive been asking myself the same questions.

why am i living everyday?

why do i go to school everyday?

why is everyday so pointless and aimless?


for the past 2 years or more now

and i havent acted much on them.

i think of them, have had some similar ones through that time til now

and have done nothing

this same existential crisis, with its, what i call 'existential sparks/hits', that come every now and then


currently

havent created that meaning

havent changed my life in a radical way

havent done anything really

just day to day. exist. survive. auto pilot


well, ive just stared idealizing the concept of death onto myself, maybe thats something 



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