Wednesday, 22 April 2026

untitled - entry

ive wanted to stop existing many times.

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i dont know how long ive been lost
but it feels like enough for me.

im sure,
i wont live a life ill be satisfied with
i wont live as and to be someone ill be fulfilled with
i wont be special or sensational
i wont achieve much

this, game, i dont to play it
even if it gets better, i have this free choice
and i have full right to act on it





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