Sunday, 14 June 2026

first thinkings once waking up now

everyday i wake up now i either think about her or dying.
id rather wake up thinking about her rather than dying 
i used to wake up only thinking about dying daily.
i still want to die.
i still wake up wanting to die.
just shes there to cling onto to not want to die as much.
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