Saturday, 4 October 2025

im spiraling downhill

 i feel so stuck

i dont know how to expresss how i feel

i just distract myself to escape from it all

i loathe my self indescribably.

it hurts a lot, many reasons, too hard explainm.

im just going to bathe in music to avert my attention from my awful thoughts because they're getting really painful :] 

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