;;;

 come to think of it

i absolutely hate when i cry

especially if its in public, school most especially

people see me

im an ugly crier

its humiliating, embarrasing, overwhelming, makes me very vulnerable, gives me unwanted attention and people can perceive me (social anxiety damn you!!!)

if someone tries to talk to me ill cry even more.

if i keep thinking about what im crying about or crying in a public space ill cry even more about it. 

so yea

awful