Sunday, 8 March 2026

intersted in too many things

my interest is being brutally pulled by so many creative things, im going to implode
i want to consume so much media
i want to create so much of my own media
i want to create so many creative projects spanning way too many creative fields
i want to create so much
i want to consume so much creative stuff

i also wish i consumed and created the same stuff im into now much earlier
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