Sunday, 19 April 2026

validity of feelings

 i dont know what i feel is really valid


are those temporary peaks of emotions that make me react this way to certain things valid or not?

are those times when i feel something so strong and intense really valid?

is feeling something that FEELS strong and real and intense really valid considering my past self?

am i allowed to feel this because of the things i did / the person i was in the past?


i cant seem to validate any of them

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