Sunday, 3 May 2026

an aimless youth

Of chaos

 

hormones

suicidal ideation

lustfulness 

laughing at stupid crap

depths of despair 

loneliness and alienation

unfulfilled desires

spikes of sudden anger

attention seeking 

buckets of angst

FOMO

floating around aimlessly

messy mood shifts 

fluctuating interests

searing self loathe

boredom

emptiness

risk taking

 

a time it is 

 

 

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