Sunday, 3 May 2026

0105 trying to fill up that emptiness with junk

 that sinking painful emptiness.

pains so so, then so try fill it up as easily and quickly of a way

but it doesent really fill it, it just seeps through and makes it dirtier and worse.

masturabate, binge eat, self injure, doomscroll, daydream.

attempts of permeating the emptiness only being illusions

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