Wednesday, 20 May 2026

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im terrible at school
im never concentrated
i never finish anything
i never achieve anything
i never make any progress in anything
i give up too easily
im never organised
i never 
im too sensitive
im weak
im worthless
im never able to initiate
im too moody
im too slow
im too behind
i cant even finish any of my creative projects
i cant even finish anything i create
i cant even finish consuming something im interested in
im shallow
im lazy
im undisciplined 
im untalented
im good at nothing


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