Friday, 3 October 2025

fake fake fake fake fake

i changed.

i dont feel that my sense of self is validated.

i dont feel that my deepest emotions, feelings and desires can be validated.

i dont feel validated.

im fake

im faking it all

i wasnt the kind of person that i am now in the past

why cant i change the past

i want to erase it all



 

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